Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

Actually, Mishka, she texted back saying she could put them in tomorrow night. I got the two downstairs one done by myself though.

I'm going to leave the ones in the girls room for her to do tomorrow.

I did not see that as pursuing because I think I'm past thinking there's a future as an M couple. For the past nine months, any little good interaction I would think "gee, there's hope."

I know there's no hope. I texted her because she used to install miniblinds and I needed help (although it turned out I didn't).

If I in the future have problems with my insurance, I'll ask W (who will be an X by then) what I should do. If I didn't, that'd be rude.

Maybe I am too bottom-line driven. Right now, I'm concentrating on finding a house to rent for the next two years and getting my finances under control so when the D is final I can get myself out of credit card debt.

Once the debt is gone, I can thrive.