Again, you don't know that much of my story. I was constantly cheating in one way or another. I was constantly thinking of sex in one way or another. I was chasing the thrill all the time, mentally, and then physically would follow.
As usual, you seem to think you are unique and that no one else would understand your plight. This is all justification. I felt the same way, and realize now it was simply justification.
Your feedback is helpful. Though I realize you are probably not the norm, you are probably not very unusual either. I hope I can find a woman with your drive level someday, or turn my wife into such a person!
