I know what I know in my heart, I will NOT file for divorce, it would go against all that I believe in...why should I give in to something I dont want, I am in this for the long haul.....my own personal beliefs.....as far as C/S I will not back down....I need help with our daughter....also if I divorce him this would only lessen HIS guilt.......divorce is not for me, if and when HE FILES then and only then will this happen....