For once in my life I'm not "in control." I can't see into the future (not that I really could) and I appreciate the fact that I realize I don't control my W, that she's making her own choices. I don't want to make her want me, I just want her to want me... That's a big step for me.

This is ME right now...I so feel you!


Last edited by luvless; 02/01/10 02:06 AM.
M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10