Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

Had to go buy mini blinds for the apartment and ... I have no idea how to install them. Now I know why I dragged my feet in getting them in the first place.

When I met W she was the manager of a miniblind store. She was making tons of money on the side installing the blinds. Once we started going out, to help her, I'd go with her on installations when I had nights off.

We went to a couple hundred houses over a two-year stretch. It was a lot of long nights, but it was fun in a way and we spent a lot of time together. She'd install the blinds, I'd hand her the tools and parts and clean up. Every once in a while she needed my long arms. After, we'd go get something to eat.

I remember one time she fell and I caught her before she smashed through a table.

So now I'm staring at these damn blinds and thinking about that. I even texted W to ask if she wanted to install them. I'm not holding my breath, she hasn't called me or responded to any emails since or Wednesday argument.