Ok, I feel like a dolt. My mind is ASSuming! He said he only said he loved me because he meant it (but what about the undisclosed, written ILY to the OW...did he mean that too? He said it was only something to SAY to her...I guess to get a piece?)
He says he's angry and doesn't trust me...well I've lived that way with him for the past 7 years because he was so uninvolved and unable to give us affection....WHAT ABOUT THAT!!!??? Should I tell him this? I want to leave him a voicemail.
And then he didn't call me last night...yes I need to have no expectations but I feel used by him in that he ignores me after sex. Gosh why can't I get rid of this feeling? I shouldn't have let him sweet-talk me into doing it. I think I should have stuck to my guns about holding out for something more permanent!!!!
