hey, totally understand the money thing. when I was GALing, I would leave and just try to find a friend to go to, and if not, then I would just park somewhere and read my bible. so I know it really sucks when you don't have the money to do things since most things do cost money. But you can do other things, if the weather is okay. I can't remember, do you live where it's really cold now, or is it decent where you can take a walk outside or go to the park?
on the MIL, that was HER wedding, most likely she didn't know half of what was going on between exH and you, she just wants to be shown as a part of baby's life, and she probably knows she won't get much of that from her Son-in-law. But I agree, why should she even suggest that anyways? many people are clueless.
SO2, since you know what normally causes these feelings to creep up, just try to do your best to get the sleep you need and etc so you can avoid these times. I'm sure that PMS times don't help either. Just do whatever you can and keep moving forward.
fyi, I wouldn't not get involved with the first OW either, you know how those things turn out...even if she is better than these others.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
