I'm estatic today on this roller coaster ride! We are on a high roll today!
My h called me last night and invited me over. He pushed to ml but I stopped him and said I could not be a piece of ass. I said that we are 3 weeks from the big d and I need to know if this ml will mean anything. After all that h said last Monday, I was still hurt. He apologized and he said that ml would not mean he was not mad at me or that he could trust me but it did mean that he loves me. I took it for what it was worth that he loved me (after the horror of what he said last Monday for him to be here is a miracle!) and prayerfully the dismissal of the d will be the next step! (I hope I wasn't just a piece!!!)
I'm so glad to be back in there with h again!!! Yes, he's still an alien but at least he's admitted some real feelings and not just hurtful comments...something to work off of, trust and resolving anger. (I noticed too that he'd been calling around for a counselor!)
