i had been punishing myself, by not sleeping in a bed, felt like i didn't deserve it, was depressed, shoot i'm gaining my weight back and looking healthy.

looking out for kids brought the fight to her, she just doesn't know it, but like months ago, she needs to learn to pull her big girl pants on, i'm not a sugar daddy and there are consequences to what she is doing, just as there have been consequences for what i have done.