loving distance

[courageous wife]

H was just here. I was still in bed when he got here...late night...lots of fun! Went to a piano bar with my work peeps and their significant others! I was the only one without a date and have to admit that it was hard watching the others hug and kiss and hold hands...wanted to bust into tears a couple of times but held it together and had fun.

Anyway, both kids were gone so helped H split wood and then we discussed finances. I think he is still in a dream world where those are concerned but that is nothing new...he has always thought that we have a money tree in our back yard. He told me that our renters are moving out and he has considered moving in there. He is just on a month to month lease now so is possible.

I know that this DBing takes patience but I don't know how much longer I can be in limbo here. No kiss or playfulness today...am disapointed and relieved at the same time! I am not sure that I am strong enough to say no right now!