I was sitting here watching some tv when I reached up to scratch my back.
That reminded me that yesterday at the mall...my SO was scratching my back. she offered to scratch it when I was trying to scratch it on a column in the mall.
8 hours later...she was probably scratching the OMs back...or more.
it just doesnt make sense.
it doesnt make sesne that she was "trying" with me and a few hours later cuddling with him.
I still have to wonder if she was really trying...and if I did really blow my chance?
