It's been a while since I have been on here. I have just taken a break from all of the R stuff. I've kept busy with S, friends and neighbors, and even decided to remodel my kitchen.
W has been gone for over two months. The holidays were rough, but I've been getting to a new, different place than I have been before. W has missed out on a LOT of fun stuff that I have done. Well...her loss. I really have too much value for myself to continue to beg for her. I don't want the "her" that she is now anyway. I am even kind of excited about the possibilities of the future. I don't wonder what she is up to anymore. I only have contact wih her regarding S. I have been sure to share pictures and video of the activities that S and I have done together though.
The funny thing is that about a month ago, she started making little comments, texts, comments when we talked, about how I'm a good guy, I'm a good dad, and she's impressed with other things that I have done. Then out of the blue one night she asked if I wanted to come watch TV with her. huh? I politely declined. It's two or three weeks later now and she's coming over here tonight for dinner and TV. This will be the first time together in over two months.
Hmmm. Let's see what happens. I have no idea what she has in mind. To be honest, I'm not so sure what I want anymore either.
Me: 35 W: 31 S:9 M: 10 years Together 13 MySitch - Ups & Downs She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.
