Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

Today has been an oddity at times, so journaling about them.

So last night, I had a long dream that stbxw and I were getting back together. Ugh, those are annoying, but I understand it's probably just part of the process of getting over her, so I am not sad or angry, just accept that they still show up at times..

I try not to pay attention to what stbxw is doing while I am picking up d9, but it's hard not to notice these things..

Picked up d9 this AM, and the stbxw is oddly quiet when I pick her up. She makes a point to not attempt to even speak to me. Ok, whatever.

And once again, after about 5 minutes of wandering around the living room/kitchen while making sure to not speak to me, as I collect d9 and get her stuff ready, she goes and grabs her sunglasses again, and pins her hair up with them.

I just don't get that, it's several times that she has done this. It's like 10 degrees and cloudy out....

Oh well, these things don't effect me emotionally any more, I notice, just odd.

I miss our dog, and boy was she happy to see me! She is an Alaskan malamute that I swear has intelligence I have never seen in a dog before. She can barely contain herself when I come in, and runs in circles, and tries to press practically through me as she buts up against me to get close for some kisses and pat's!

The reason I am bringing up our dog, was as I was getting ready to leave, she was sitting on the couch watching d9 and I, and she let out these 2 whelps that I have never heard from her before, as if she was almost in pain/sad about us leaving, because she then jumped down and ran to the door to try and press past it to go out with us.

That was strange and sad, and I do miss her, she has so much personality!