Just when you are feeling strong you see her or hear her and you turn to mush and miss her even more. Im the same way.
And like you I am trying to stay grey or dark. On the bright side we are 10 days from final divorce and she now wants to spend time with me. Its strange that she talks to me more now that we are separated than when she was living here. Not sure why but I just cant say no to her at this point. More me wanting to guage things than being weak though.
I did wear a baseball cap yesterday and a two day scruff so that may have been my charm LOL.
Ironically she wants to see AVATAR as well. But Ill wait for her to ask me to see it with me. Ball is completely in her court now. Anyway sorry for the hijack.
You dont know me but I am glued to your thread Cutter. Its ironic how pain can bring strangers together like nothing else.
Take care and be the strong gentleman that you appear to be.
Last edited by g450; 01/30/1007:50 PM.
Me:48 W:55 M:22 T:23 Bomb:19Nov09 S:15Jan10 D:11Feb10 EA:Confirmed on 20Apr10 Fast track to her divorcing me
