I am trying to process and deal with the grief. I don't want to suppress or fight it, other than to keep it from controlling me. I'm handling it.
I, Too, think these forums are great. Good to vent and get some advice and help. Don't feel quite so lonely knowing you guys are here.
I'm sure my in-laws are not comfortable being around me. Has to be awkward since they are the ones who gave W the $ to retain her L. That part still bothers me but I'm getting better with it.
