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[luvless]

little update - I finally got my internet back up!

Fri H left office at 3:30 - hasn't done that in a while. My best friend was leaving and we were going to dinner so that's why but at least he left on time.

Me and friend were gonna go have drinks and appetizers so I decided to invite H along. I said, "you can go with us but if you're gonna be on that blackberry the whole time you should just stay." He said, "fair enough."

We had a good time at the bar and then at dinner. We met an old friend there and the four of us had wine and indian food. At the table our guy friend goes hey H do you like spicy food? He says, "hey I've been married to a mexican for 20 yrs what do you think?" I'm thinking in my head yeah..more like 19 and don't know about 20! (i know...my sarcasm)

It was a decent night...well we did have buffers around. He asked if I wanted to go to a movie right now - I dunno we'll see.

I had a really bad last couple of days. You know...that awful heartache feeling? yeah...well I'm really trying to keep from being bitter.

Thanks for listening guys.

Luv