Yes Al, he is stubborn. I think he is afraid of what he will discover. But, he is panicking. Me too. K
While he is stubborn, affraid and panicking. These are things he must do as a part of his 'discovery'. The more he does it solely on his own the greater the experience and discovery will be.
I know you know how to live your life for you and to experience some joys while you are doing it. Do just that for now.
Be in the loving arms of our great and mighty Lord while your H undergoes the growth that he must.
If you will let the Lord love you and handle your struggles for you (as I MUST keep reminding myself!!!) He will be your 'living water' that you should not thirst!
