Oh, Cutter, I am sorry it hurt so much.

I guess in some ways it would be better if she had been a total b**h, right?

But you held your integrity. You were the perfect CB that you are.

I spent a lot of time yesterday wondering how it would go. I appreciate your posting it here.

The papers are signed. Take a breath over that. Proceed on, one step at a time.

You have another date tonight, right? This time with the dark blue shirt, untucked, sleeves casually rolled? Keene shoes are definitely great. I still vote for the day's worth of scruff. But NO baseball cap, glad you are with me on that!

I have a date tonight, too, with the "nice guy, no worries guy." We will finally see AVATAR.

One of my goals is to go back to my Match.com profile and get it going again. I need to get out and flirt and have fun. Moving on, right?

Love and peace and great night out to you, CB!


Me: 44
Him: 42
Together: 23 years; never married
Bomb: August 1, 2009
Affair since May 2009
Walk away; no conversation; no process