W took kids over to hotel where in-laws are staying this weekend so kids could swim and have dinner. I decided to go over to a couple of friends (M'd) house for dinner and a movie.
Friends kept my mind occupied but I constantly thought of kids and what they were doing. Was the first "family" type evening I haven't been a part of. Damn. This is tough. Dammit.
I'm tired of feeling this way with this pain and knot in my stomach.
