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[gutwrenching]

For a change, nothing much to report or ask about.
W came to bed later than she said she was, but I ignored it. I didn't let her know when I was going up to bed, and I had fallen asleep watching TV when she did come in. I didn't ask a single question about what she was doing or why or what.

I slept like a rock last night which felt great, we did our P90X workout this morning, W was in a very good mood after the workout, no clue why. She started talking to me with just mundane/idle chit chat while I was in the shower this morning instead of the normal overt/concentrated effort to ignore me and get out of the bathroom as fast as possible (its the whole nakedness thing, she avoids those situations at all costs and I am just "as if" and not an act because for 15 years now we've seen it all, so it just isn't a big deal to me one way or the other).

Just figured I should enjoy the peace while it lasts and was friendly and engaging while showering, cause I got a feeling a wave of emotions about to hit this weekend...she has basically been doing two jobs intead of one for months now and that ends today...and she has to "give up" the one she has grown to really like...and I think it is going to be hard on her once reality sets in.

Nothing significant to report from today. Anxiety is extremely low for a Friday. I am not nervous nor dreading the weekend and going in with zero expectations or thoughts on what it might be like. That almost feels weird. Could I possibly have a routine/uneventful/relaxing weekend? My only thought is this is the weekend I think I'm going to push for church on Sunday.