Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

slowly the door has closed. the window shades no longer open to see if he is peaking around the corner... closing off what i never thought i could.. (yes an analogy its all i have)

still love. can't believe that.. but i do. but not like before... at a distance... yet i am moving on.

here i go... slowly ahead.. short small steps.. dont look to far ahead.. some days just to the next moment.. other days the heart is good....

the tears are not as hot as they were.. but they still show themselves.

the pain - the loss - it is real. i pray i never forget. i pray that God will use this in my life for good..

man this was hard..