she seems pleased by it, and perhaps doesn't know what to do with it since it is sortof a "180" for me to sacrifice... I think it is giving her a lot to think about... on top of everything else she is thinking about.. whatever that may be. I know she isn't sleeping. she has spent a few days not feeling well at home recently over the last 2 weeks.
I have to be honest. I don't feel great today. I picked the boys up and they are with me. so gonna focus on them for the weekend. tough to see her. she was talking about "when I move up there I can get a place in the city...then depending on what happens we could always rent it out...". Who knows when she is blowing smoke. Driving me crazy. just want to say "where the hell is your head at?" but biting my tongue.
but I feel like it is the best move for now... all things considered.
