one way to turn that 40% switch off big time is if you have some non-regurgitating passion with a new good man.
Kerry, I am trying!!! CA has evaporated, his divorce is supposed to be final this month and he mentioned that winter is when he is rather 'dark'...so probably for the best he isn't contacting me. I refuse to chase anyone at this point so I let it go.
Still on Match, up to 907 profiles removed. Hey, either someone gives me a spark or they don't. If they don't, why weed through their profiles every time? Thinking I need to find a hobby/join a club, team, or group that is not just a girls' thing...don't meet men at 5:30 mom's fit camp!
Don't know what it says about me but that time period a couple months ago where I was better detached, I was first texting with pukeboy and then had that great date with CA.
Now that I am working out consistently and taking care of myself I am even more confident, if I just met someone fun it would be great! Don't want a commitment, just some fun, laughs, a little kissing, you get the idea!
CA has evaporated, his divorce is supposed to be final this month and he mentioned that winter is when he is rather 'dark'...so probably for the best he isn't contacting me. I refuse to chase anyone at this point so I let it go. 
