Oh Lol...I feel your pain, truly. I'm not ready for it myself either...scared for that day to come, terrified actually. It is hard to let go...been really struggling myself the last few days as to what to do with my situation...
You know, its funny how things work. I sent SG a text a few days ago, and he never responded. So I sent him one last night, joking hahaha, I guess we are not talking anymore?
He called me and left me a message apologizing about five times, saying he was pulling 14 hour days and that if he didn't get back to me not to think he was ignoring me. If he doesn't text back right away, he forgets.
I called him back, and he repeated the same thing.
Weirdo.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Me too. I think I am going to avoid him for a while. He is too confusing.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I don't get it. Why start apologizing off the hook now?
Your H does that too?
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
OHHHHH yes....there are days where I say don't kid yourself nikki you're security to him, he keeps you around because he then won't truly be alone, I think he takes advantage of my big heart but I do know that he loves me so it's not all dysfunctional LOL.
I am really beginning to wonder what the heck is going on. I am not reading anything into it, but it definitely is interesting.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
It is extreme madness. Of course, if I were to ask SG if he still loves me, he would say no. Very quietly. After a long pause. Like he had to think about it.
One time he asked me if we could sustain a friendship in which the two of us dated other people. I told him I would not be able to do that. Then I asked him if it would bother him if I dated other men, and he said...drum roll please...
I just want you to be happy.
This was a conversation we had probably two years ago, but lately I have been thinking about that because if, at this point, he were to ask me if we could remain friends with us dating other people, and ask if it bothered me, I would say I just want you to be happy.
Now, in my head, that translates to f*ck no I don't want you to date other people, but I sure as hell am not going to tell YOU that.
I wonder exactly what that means in man language.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
that's how I feel with my H.