Okay, so I do follow along with your thread and a couple others over here in newcomers (have to say, some are very entertaining! I haven't posted much lately - can barely keep up with life these days.
I know about the fear thing - sitting here this morning practictally paralyzed with fear. And then I read ST's comment about fear and that was a great reminder to me, too, about Who is in control so I have nothing to fear. Fear is such a waste of energy - wish I had better control of it.