you know I have been pulling for you from day 1... :-)
<<But then I don't know what happens, he will come by to visit and make some witty banter-type comment to me and I hear myself starting to tease back like old times? Wtf...>>
sooooo....either you shut that door or embrace it and build on it...
I know it is difficult but in my case what helped me move on was the limited contact. Remember when I was still at home...it was excrutiating to be in contact. Just thinking about it now gives me a knot in my stomach....so I can imagine how you are feeling when he is in your home.
