Sandi- if you're out there lurking, I'd like to know more about WAW's and the feelings, confusion, etc that they experience. I know that there is prob no one out there that can walk away from a 6 yr R w/o some type of pain, sorrow, or regret. I understand the wall built around the heart, the resentments, the fog of an EA/PA- in my sitch the confusion has run the roost- she never knows what she's going to feel from one minute to the next.

She's told me she was done before, last night is the 3rd time in fact. It doesn't quite hurt as badly as the first few. But as I said, W has many new friends, and her mom moving down, and 20+ horses to take care of. I'm wondering if she'll find any time to contemplate the R or allow her to experience some feelings.

For now, I'll assume she's just as hurt as me.


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