I think the virus that lived with me for three and a half months knocked so much out of me. I felt really vulnerable because of it and I've had a real hard time regaining the energy I had previous to it. All the crap of the last seven years just kind of floated to the surface. I worked real hard at having a life, being a good father, being a good ex and didn't give the feelings the release they probably needed. Now, I'm exploring that stuff. It's not always a good idea to "change that thought" sometimes you need to respect the thoughts and the feelings both good and bad. I have to remember that I am human and it's understandable that I have some issues after what I've been through. I'm trying! Thanks for checking in on me SFO, DonnaFound, and Being ME. SFO I was up your way last weekend in St Catharines for a Gymastics meet. D12 survived the competition, that's the main thing! Great driving, no snow!
