Pls help--confused and fearful

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And yeah, I know I'll still get wobbly stomach, but it's more from not wanting to be "attacked" anymore and not for another reason.

I should have been clearer Didn't mean to imply the love thing would be a problem.

As you said, the wobbly stomach is because of the situation and seeing the 'enemy' again. Puts you on edge and makes you apprehensive. Like Cutter though, I have no doubt you will handle it with dignity and confidence.