He said he is done!!

[lostnotgone]

Got up again early this morning (3am) and starting reading another one of DB books - H has a big event this weekend and I told him that the kids really wanted to come - and then asked if it was ok if I did do. After really reading the DB book - setting goals the 180s - etc - I realize that this was a mistake - going to have S19 take the girls - and let H know that I wish him all the best but I can not attend. I realize that at this point nothing good will come of it. My emotions will start flying and he will doing nothing but be pushed further away.