I don't think you are crazy, sweetie, but think of some things that make you happy that do not revolve around your H and your R.

This depression is normal, we all have gone through it after a break up. I think we get so wrapped up in our spouse's lives that sometimes we lose sight of life on our own. One thing I have learned through all of this is it is a good thing to have a life of your own, outside of your S.

Have you seen a counselor? I did see one for about four months, and it did help. I also am on AD's, which I was on before the split, but I am not sure how I would have gotten through all of this w/o them. It might be a good thing to check into them even if it is temporary. Just to get over the hump.

Although this is difficult, it is time to create a life where Kassie is happy, where Kassie feels valued, and Kassie values herself. Love comes from within, as does happiness.

(((Kassie)))

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..