Drive

[Jayce]

Hi #5. Funny you should quote 'Drive' lyrics. Remember "Drive" by the Cars? We had a bust-up back then & separated a couple weeks or so. H kept asking if I wanted him to come back. Told him to do what HE wanted to do. Make his own decision. Meanwhile thinkin' whether I wanted him to come back. That song was playing once an hour on all the radio stations, me thinkin' the big "Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...." every time.

Glad about your job! December was a good month. 2 friends & my son in law got jobs, 2 friends still looking. My call-in job may be going away. Another fitness center closed this week. The one left didn't renew our management contract that ends 3/31. The place is open, but no work on who will run it or if the place will put staff on its payroll. I don't absolutely have to work, but the extra $$ is nice for fun stuff.

Speaking of fun stuff, H & I are doing better, partly from counseling & partly from talks and upsets & resolutions we get to on our own. He realizes he has to talk to me, open up & is doing that more often. Don't think he'll ever have HD, but he did say he does want me sometimes. I asked him if he'd tell me when that happens & he said he would. For us this is huge. I'm guessing that listening to the MC & having to think about answers, have a rational guy whose personality he likes, & is credible makes him feel like he's OK rather than a defective dummy.

Hoefully,
Jayce