Think I'm feeling the full spectrum of emotions today. Angry--OWXH called me last night. See ya... straight to VM. I don't need to hear what is going on with OW and STBX. Sadness/depression because of reality. I have way too much on my plate with this and both my parents' health.
I'm starting to pack up the house for moving and I'm looking for a new home. I'm having to change my whole life because of him. This house is too big anyway and I don't want to take care of such a big yard anymore.
And now, I get a TM from STBX that he's going to S12's spelling bee. This man never goes to the kids events and now thinks he can be super dad (for the court). It's been a couple weeks since I heard from him. Of all days I'm going to have to see that man--my actual birthday. I haven't seen him in a couple months. I don't want to see him. Wow. So glad I can say that now. So glad.
Uh, I'm just so frustrated. I've had it. I'm going to make plans to get away this weekend. I feel like going for a long, fast drive on the highway to the end of the earth. I need a break!!!
M40, H39 M17 T20 D13, S12 H moved out 05/09 D filed 1/10
Dbd, This sucks. The positive thing is you sound detached. Do you have a plan for when you run into him? How you will act? I can't believe it has to be your birthday!!!Do you have b-day plans?
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004
Yeah, I'm finally detached. No don't have a plan. I don't care. I think I'll just look through him. Don't even care to smile at him. He's been horrible to me. I'll just make sure I look great for him to see that he may try to destroy me, but he hasn't. I'll hold my head up proud and be looking pretty. Just happened to be at the salon yesterday. Tonight I'll be getting my fill of hugs from friends tonight... found out there's a surprise (oops) party for me...
I'll be gone for the weekend. STBX has the kids and I'm having a girls' weekend. My girlfriend has fun plans for us out of town as my gift. I've got some pretty awesome friends.
Got to run to meet them for dinner! Turning out to be a MUCH better day!!
M40, H39 M17 T20 D13, S12 H moved out 05/09 D filed 1/10
TODAY is your birthday? Just like P! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Good plan to look good and through him...by the way when my SIL was left high and dry, she always still looked amazing every time I saw her and it inspired me to do the same when this happened. When the going gets tough, the tough look HOT!
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004
Well DbD... On Friday I will order a beer and I will say happybirthday to you when I am out for dinner with ladybug. You give me strength I give you strength.
Happy Birthday in 1 hour. 21 again
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
My girlfriend has fun plans for us out of town as my gift. I've got some pretty awesome friends. 