hmmmm...i think in the past i put too much pressure on him to be the one to make me happy. i think if he saw me as being happy on my own without him, that might be a start.

i usually don't go out much either, and he likes to. so. tomorrow night i'm going to dinner with my sister and a friend. i've been making a lot of fun plans lately. not just to keep myself busy, but because they are things i genuinely want to do but have kept myself from doing because i was worried about being home for him, making dinner, or just making myself available when he wasn't working.

guess i don't have to worry about that so much anymore...

Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless