Wow. You have shown such growth and courage! Good for you, B/EW! I doubt that you will ever regret this decision. Whatever happens with your M, your boys will see your commitment in time. In the end, that is all that will matter.
M 65 H 64 T 39 & M 36 @ S 12/08 Two Ds
Do you know that the harder thing to do and the right thing to do are usually the same thing? Nothing that has meaning is easy. ~ The Weather Man