You are sexy, sassy, smart, beautiful, funny and full of joie de vivre. What's to fear? You are ab fab (absolutely fabulous).
Seriously, you can pick apart every single one of those fears and move forward to wherever you want to be. If your need for change is greater than your fear, you will seek change. I really admire how you have stabalized your sitch over the past year. You have come a long way, baby!
The best way to do away with fear is to stare it down,shine the light on it and pick it apart. And you have all of us to help you if you need us.
Oh, btw, next time you have leftovers for me, please label them so the boys don't get to them. And I am gald that your son is on the mend.