i don't think my H really knows much about my past...he's never really asked and he never really wanted to know about it. regardless of whether or not he is proud, i know i am.

just got off the phone with my mom. she knows we had lunch today. of course she is telling me that no one who loves you would ever hurt you the way my H has. i know she just doesn't want to see me hurting, but...if i'm not bad mouthing my H, i just don't understand why she is.

Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless