Originally Posted By: hhh


Keep detaching, stop worrying, keep busy, have fun. Well I am going to Vegas this weekend (my first time ever!) w some friends and I am looking forward to having fun!

There you go! That sounds awesome! Have a great time!!

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LFA I think about you often too. Do you ever think you'll have a friendship w H or even want to? Or perhaps just having him totally out of life is easiest way to move on?

[/quote] No, and no. I don't think this is possible, given how I feel, and he is not my friend. He used to be my best friend, I thought. But what he's done has certainly changed all that. Interesting question H, I haven't really thought about it. I associate H with pain now, and therefore it is easier not to see him. But having the giant hole in my heart, that's what will take a very very long time to heal.

Have a great time in Vegas, have fun & try to keep that focus on you! Keep up that attitude, you can do this.

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