I'm kinda thinking out loud here... is there anyway you can do some of the things you like to do in new places, with new people? Just to kind of expand you circle?
I'm hoping you don't go for depressed and bitter, because it doesn't sound good on you!
It is curious to me that you are happier when you are together... I found that the reduction in stress was really a good thing for me. Any ideas why that is?
I'm becoming more convinced that fear is our biggest enemy. So, beat the fear, and lots of things will get better.
