Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Yeah, I'm finally detached. No don't have a plan. I don't care. I think I'll just look through him. Don't even care to smile at him. He's been horrible to me. I'll just make sure I look great for him to see that he may try to destroy me, but he hasn't. I'll hold my head up proud and be looking pretty. Just happened to be at the salon yesterday. Tonight I'll be getting my fill of hugs from friends tonight... found out there's a surprise (oops) party for me...

I'll be gone for the weekend. STBX has the kids and I'm having a girls' weekend. My girlfriend has fun plans for us out of town as my gift. I've got some pretty awesome friends.

Got to run to meet them for dinner! Turning out to be a MUCH better day!!