STBX In-Laws roll into town tomrrow for the weekend. It's S's birthday. W is taking the kids to STBX In-Laws' hotel tomorrow for dinner and swimming. First time I won't be with them for a "family" event. But, this is a consequence of this process of D.
I will have dinner with friends on Friday night, then spend the rest of the weekend with the kids.
I am sorting through the down emotions. And it's a bit strange b/c I don't want my W, but I feel grief, which has to be for the loss of the family??
I know I will come out of this better off and will end up happier than I ever have been. While I KNOW that, I don't FEEL that right now.
Don't worry. Although I have been knocked off the horse, I will get back on.
Going home a little early for a run. God knows I need it.
