Well, things are looking up a little. He called me at noon and asked me to lunch, we watched the game in the restaurant and then we went to the bookstore. I left our D with my siblings (mindful to my BB instructions ). He was rather sweet.

The weird thing is that even though he has been out of the house all day and did not wear his ring I have not thought for one minute that he might be with OW.

I had a long conversation with my sister. She agreed that it is my life and I should do what I thought best. She also will cover up and help me with our parents. Took a weight off me. They still don't like him but will agree to whatever I want and support me.

I am much more at peace and less harassed now. I took my brother and sister to dinner and H came back home while we were gone. Now he is watching TV in our bedroom.

"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little" Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"