Healing my Heart part 8

[fightingirish]

Back from vacation... always goes too fast.

All in all was a good time. Had a couple of bumps in the road, but I held it together and went forward. The kids had a blast.

H is going through one of his moods... his insecurity moods, and I know I should be extra careful with this, but its just so damn exhausting. I don't want him enough, I don't need him enough... he's the 3rd on the list... ugg!! I just can't get anywhere... he yells over the most stupid things at me,and I think its all just confliction in himself.

Side note: I was uploading some photos from our trip on FB and I had a message in my inbox. It was an old boyfriend I had in High school who I was madly in love with (he was a jerk though) He happend to be my first love, first everything actually. I nearly fell off my chair. It just said how have you been, send me a message if you get a minute.

Nothing major, but definately weird. Haven't heard from him since 10th grade.

So my question to pose to you guys is should I tell H, or should I just delete it and forget I ever got it. I don't wish to communicate with him, other to say im good and that's it.

So my mind is telling me I need to tell him because its what I would want if the rolls were reversed, on the other hand if I do he may get even more in-secure than he already is... but what if I don't respond and H finds out he sent me a message????

ahhhhh... what should I do guys??