I messed up this morning. He got a letter with no return address and an envelope quite similar to the anonymus letters OW used to send me. I was good and did not open it but I did think she had written him a goodbye letter (it said thank you). I gave it to him but when he was going to put it in his pocket I asked him: 'are you not going to open it?' He did. It was from the guy in Ultimate Electronics we had bought the TV from. But he knew what I had thought and clearly did not like it. I would not if I were him either.
And I had had a very stressful morning so far, which was quite clear.
Anyway, I called him a couple of hours later to tell him not to worry, I was feeling better. Lopsided apology, I know.
And I went to pick up my ring. I put it on and the ring was so loose it slipped right out of my finger! I had to leave it at the jeweller's again.
He is now at the skating ring with our D. He sounded unhappy on the phone and said he was not done with work and would go back after he dropped our D home.
I finished work early, so I came home and have fixed him a hot lentil stew to eat before he heads out again (it is 50F or 10C, Shiny). Crazy Texas weather (we were at 86F yesterday).
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
I had to leave it at the jeweller's again.
