25, I can't thank you enough! I'm going to try my best to be a better person. I can't afford DB C, so I'm seeing a C and she knows that I want the M to work. My insurance covers it.
I just need to get out of this depression, it is terrible. Can't eat, sleep, focus etc. Once I get out of this I really believe I can become a better person. I don't cry in front of the kids most of the time but some times it just comes on so hard. They are acting out terrible.
D13 talked to H last night, he left her a message on her cell phone which is broken but she got the message from my phone. And she said "Daddy sounds so sad, so I'm going to call him." So the poor girl calls and tells him what has been going on (all good) and then asks if he could please take her to swim practice and pick her up since I have to work both jobs and he says that he doubts it. No reason why....nothing.
I felt so bad for her, but there is nothing I can do. Back months ago I would have text or called him complaining and bashing him for doing that to her but I just let it go.
How did I do?
Like I mentioned before, I can't thank you enough for helping me out. You made my day today, and I was having a really rough one.
