It is not about who wins or loses. In my opinion, you both lose out on the R. But it is also your choice to become a winner. Use this sitch to your advantage. Become a better person for the next R whoever it may be with.
I know exactly how you feel. Tears come and go for me too. It is perfectly okay to have all of these emotions. Then dry your tears and work on the things that you have control over. Work on making yourself happy again. This is something that only you can do.
(((Aver)))
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning