Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

Whatnow, like I said before, it was very hard reading it at first because I kept seeing OW all over it!! And I felt overwhelmed like how could I compete with a master manipulator like her without sex being a part of the equation. But then I aw that the art of seduction is 90% NON sexual and I thought "maybe..." After that I wondered where I could begin!
It reminded me of how hopeless and overwhelmed I was when it was time to make self improvements. But I started with one area at a time and it became easier.So I decided to do that with this seduction idea...found some approaches that fit me and then found WH's profile in the victim section.Also, tried to remember what I was like when we were dating...ummm...I was just myself and he loved it! But obviously I musy have been more conscientious of my appearance and his needs and was a bit more curious about him, etc.

So today: I will have the smell of the new candle in the house, will have the music on again when he arrives, will wear another new colorful blouse and perfume and lipstick. (I might look a little dressy for belly dancing, LOL!)

I loved that show, "Caprica," by the way! It is unique and timely with the Avatar movie...well they both have virtual reality type technology. I haven't seen Avatar yet. But I still won't talk about the show; he'll see it on the DVR every week!

And next week's meal will be chili in sourdough breadbowls with cheesy lids...one of his favorite meals but we have only had it at home one time before!

Also am working on filling picture frames with S's pics and putting them up. Sigh...another way that WH and I work well together. He takes the photos (very well) and I display them! He never has put the photos in frames but loves to look at them.

interests being mirrored so far this week: music, shows, photos
senses:visual,auditory,scent,taste