Flushing the toxins from my life

[CountingCrows]

I was trying to explain my apprehension to XW1 last night. I've been talking to her quite a bit, since she's gone through 18+ years of therapy herself since our divorce.

I think that more than anything, I'm just not looking forward to having to rehash the entire sordid sitch to someone new...reopen those wounds. There's really only two people outside of W and myself that knows 99% of the ENTIRE story. I guess that the IC doesn't have to know every detail in order to get started helping me along the best path forward...but it still makes me somewhat anxious to have to try and explain everything all over again. Guess there's NOTHING that I could say that they probably haven't already heard, and no situation that's completely unique.

I got way too much work in front of me today, gotta run.

Trying to get W to sign the temporary order today before a huge ice storm hits us later this afternoon.