Hope is the thing with feathers....

[Bridgestone]

Gardener..I can understand why you'd be frustrated with that. I hope you can get some resolution going the more traditional route. Sometimes you just have to get to the point where there's 'nothing left to lose'.
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I'm Having a bit of a rough time tonight.

Those little intangibles that were/are still interwoven between StBX and myself, legally as husband & wife, are finally unraveling... makes me sad.

I know I just need to sit with the feeling & 'feel' it, just let it be what it is.

I've gotten better at that over the past 3 years.. heck when I first left I couldn't even name a feeling I was having, now I am comfortable being in the moment with 'being' anything.. and then deciding how to act on it, think about it... very different way to approach life. A much better & more healthy way for me to approach my life.

I'm off to listen to my 'mellow' playlist on my iPod and cry for a bit over what was.

thanks for listening
peace
Bridge