Thanks CityGirl. Yeah, I'm struggling some, but I'm living my life too. I can't seem to turn off the continuous loop in my head that goes over and over and over all this. It'll fade with time.
Yes, it'll definitely be good to get out of town, but I'm concerned about my kids. They are struggling with this too, and I'm worried leaving right now is just more for them to deal with. A few days ago my son said to me out of the blue "Daddy, if I had a genie my first wish would be for you and Mommy to not be separated or divorced." The poor guy is going to be holding onto that wish his whole childhood, and it breaks my heart.
